Yes, the day of reckoning is approaching and I am worrying about going out on saturday for a few drinks. I keep thinking that something is going to go wrong even though it won't because I actually have some good friends now. I need to just chill out. I always get really worked up like this before an occasion and majority of the time everything works out anyway...
I can't believe I'm going to be 21... I know I already said that last time but it's all pretty wierd. I've been having some pretty wierd mixed up dreams lately where People and locations in Leeds and Durham are all mixed up together...
Though I am looking forward to my birthday I will be relieved when it's over and things have gone ok. I might stop having wierd dreams then. I really should start my dissertation (I should have started it at the beginning of August!) but I am struggling to get started and motivated, that's the problem with long summers, your brain goes to sleep...

I went for a nice walk around North West Leeds last night and I got to the top of a hill and looked down and I could see all of the beautiful lights below and I felt so at home... Everything just felt right...
Anyway, I really need to just relax and stop worrying about everything before I drive myself mad...

Well as you can see I've been away for a while...

I've got through my second year ok, I managed to pass everything. Will be entering the dissertation year next year oohhh. I am going to write about the gender wage gap. I haven't started it yet, though I should have. I will hopefully have a plan together before the start of university so it won't look like I am a complete slacker.

I am also looking forward to doing as much walking as possible this year until I finish university and have to live in the 'real world'. I know scary isn't it. I was just being slightly self indulgent and reading some of my old blog entries. Lots of people will be starting university this year and I feel quite sorry that some of them will have a tough time ahead of them.

I will be turning twenty one on the 3rd of september and I just can't believe that I am that age already. I was 16 about 5 minutes ago. I am starting to feel a bit old. I am the oldest person in my new house at the moment (and yes, I did move out of the last house quite gladly, though people still owe me money, that really pisses me off).

Will be blogging more regularly now anyway.
I'll be back soon.

Vickie