Yes... tut, tut, tut.
I have neglected my blog disgracefully.
This is because I have/had a lot of uni work to do.
I had some problems. Yes, I have 'recovered' from my other bit of 'depression' and I have taken peoples advice (ajn and Jools) and started to just make an effort with people and trust people. This has had pretty good results and I feel very secure at the moment, I have some very good friends now and the world isn't have a s bad as I once thought it was.
So anyway... the 'problem' I will be talking about today is my Grandad who died on the 28th of November.He had some heart problems but he was pretty healthy and everyone was expecting him to just get better. He had a girlfriend and he was happier than he had been for quite a while. Well I have had a strange christmas this year, and I am having some wierd dreams about my Grandad and I keep waking up crying.
And another thing, I have quit morrisons so I will have my weekends back to go walking and get my work done. I have a life again!
I know it takes time to deal with things like death so I'll just have to see how it goes...
I will post soon, I promise.
Thanks for remembering me Jools, it's really nice to get a message from someone you haven't heard from in a while.
Vickie
10/01/07 @ 18:21